:'(, cries.

Had band today but I only went after lunch cause I had the same fucking headache in the moring! Shit =.- Alright, so the pieces I got to play today were okay. Still managable, I hope. Haha! Went over to Huimin's house after band. Ate dinner with my Mom & Huimin. Followed Huimin back to her home, put her makeup & all before she met up with Pammy :D Headed home after that. Going over to Jingting's place tomorrow! Hehe.

Met Baby for awhile just now, cause he's leaving for Taiwan tomorrow! I can't believe this, & neither do I want to believe this but I just have to accept the fact that Baby's not gonna be by my side for the next fucking 10days! Damn :( Baby please quickly come back alright? I'll try to message you everyday yea.

Alright, so now I shall just wait for Baby's call after he has packed his stuff & all. Goodnight my dear readers <3

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I'm gonna miss you so badly.
How I wish you didn't have to go.
If only I could make you stay,
but I believe 10days will pass quickly.
I hope so :(

I may have told you many times that I'm prepared,
but you never know actually I'm still afraid.
Still afraid of losing you.
This fear was always in my heart,
it never once went away.
Baby, I really hope you'll still love me when you're back.
I love you always, & forever.